I’m Having Trouble: Remembering

“Remembering is a poetic exploration game driven by sound,” says the description of a short indie project from SonicPicnic, Monobanda and In-Visuals. Further “an audio driven exploration through a dreamlike world.” And as with every single audio-based game, its press release announces that it will “break new ground”. It’s odd – Blindside did the same a couple of years ago, declaring itself the “first” game of its like, despite there being hundreds of the things. Anyhow, their lack of perspicacity is not necessarily a blight on the games themselves, and you can play Remembering right now, for free.

The initial goal this time isn’t to simulate blindness, but to try to capture the sense of a half-remembered dream, the audioscape intended to provide you with space to fill in the images for yourself. They say it’s inspired by Proteus and Dear Esther – although neither seems too appropriate. You can see that they’ve perhaps been inspired by Proteus’s sound and sparkly patterns. But there’s no sign of any sophomoric poetry anywhere.

For me, it doesn’t work for a couple of reasons. One is mechanical: even in fullscreen mode it doesn’t capture the mouse cursor, so if you’ve a second monitor you’ll endlessly be clicking out of the game in the most infuriating way, and it crashed for me after about the fifth time. And more personally, it feels like a jumble. You move extraordinarily slowly through a deeply ambiguous space, toward globe-shapes in the distance that crawl painfully slowly toward you. As you go you certainly do hear all manner of fantastically well mixed and produced sound effects, which change and merge as you move about. But not in a way that I ever found meaningful or evocative.

If anything, I think the game’s biggest mistake is its sparse prettiness. It’s visually appealing, too much so, such that it detracts from the audible experience. If you’re supposed to be focusing on what you’re listening to, then the emphasis should be there, not the pulsing shapes that occupy the space. In the end the sound feels like whatever happens to be playing as you move toward an orb, rather than the purpose of playing. Perhaps you’ll have a different time with it, enjoying exploring the audio as it shifts and changes, the echoed reactions to mouse presses varying as you change area.

It’s entirely free to find out.


  1. Ultra Superior says:


  2. baby snot says:

    According to the EULA it’s not entirely free.

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    Aerothorn says:

    John, I’m a fan of your writing, but I really wish your criticism of Dear Esther’s prose would go a little deeper or cease to exist. You originally wrote “The writing is genuinely good. While it may sometimes slip close to the hackneyed, for the most part its telling is extremely strong, cleverly blurring the line between metaphoric poetry and simple conflation.” Yet in recent articles you’ve seem to have changed your mind, without ever really explaining *why* you think the writing is now bad.

    • Memphis-Ahn says:

      I’m not a fan of John’s writing but I too wish he’d stop talking about things that aren’t videogames.

  4. Dachannien says:

    You can reduce the uncaptured mouse cursor problem with dual monitors by configuring the screens to be adjacent only at a corner. That way, the only way to end up with the mouse cursor on the other monitor is to move it down through the corner rather than anywhere along the edge.